ahhh so today was super fun. a very nice way to end the dreadful days of finals. i still have chinese school on friday which sux and i still need to do my homework. refer to randomjunk's site for pics. and ppl can see what i look like...ugh...

Urine, littering lucy, leather black "knights", those subway instructional tabs that cracked randomjunk up a lot, ang looking so small and cute on those monkey bars, the crappy slide with absolutely no available spiralling space ( god i wish i knew some scientific terms here maybe related to physics), talking about "Love Shaq" and guys (hey its what we girls do), playing on the monkey bars, webcam jokes and how we could all potentially....invoke (or evoke..) certain reactions from a certain people...that green roll-y but cylindracal ottoman thingie....OH today was fun! lottas laughter in the air.

ooh ok addition time

so today was fun. i already said that.

what i really wanted to talk about was...my old best friend...i got her newly sent email today and it was like the usual stuff like "hi hows life" blah blah blah. and....its weird....she was my best friend in elementary school and she was truly a person that i was close to. there was this connection that ive never had with anybody but her. i guess its because we were kids in 2nd grade...when complexitites don't quite happen at that age so friendship was easy to find. but then as we got older our relationship started straining mainly because well...as we developed our characters...i guess she was just more likeable and a more well-rounded person...so she made lottas friends guys and girls while i just...sorta drifted in her prescence. shes not preppy though which is astounding. my best friend actually has the best personality i know. seriously! if you met her you would love her. i guarantee it. anyway in middle school we really falling apart. at a time of puberty and finding yourself and what not...she found her social niche. for me...i lagged behind horribly. and she looked down on me, criticized me, even once in sixth grade, told me how to be more popular. starting off with :improving the clothes, watching certain movies, blah blah blah. at the time i guess i was just numb to that information and sort of accepted it. now i look back on it with regret. how could i have left her say those things to me? why didn't i stand up for myself back then? i was too weak in her eyes. but now that i moved and stuff...its been awhile since we last spoke. ppl might actually not have thought we were best friends. but we had a history kinda like ross and rachel...only we're not a freakin couple lol. and now she emails me...and ugh its complicated. i wish i could just lash at her for everything shes done. shell see the real me and shell be shocked. but who cares?

"You're WHAT?"
"PREGNANT!"

Man it would suck if we did that and got in serious trouble. :P
» randomjunk on 2006-12-14 11:13:51

When I look back at my old best friend I don't know what was going on.... Everything is just so much simpler when you don't have to think about that stuff. :/

I doubt I would like your friend. :P
» randomjunk on 2006-12-17 12:58:08

Heh I saw the bathtub picture. I must say though, it doesn't quite suit my tastes.
» randomjunk on 2006-12-18 01:05:06

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