It's unfortunate that I always find the time to go on the Internet and stuff. I mean for me of course. I could be using this time right now to study, get ahead, work...bleh. I'm thinking maybe I should just talk to my friends more often, then I wouldn't have to rely so much on social websites to communicate with them. And when I say talk, I mean TALK. No instant messaging. Just a long, fulfilling phone conversation.

SO! Valentine's Day...and a week later it will be my birthday. Yayyy. There's nothing much that I like really want. An Ipod would be nice ^__^. But nobody's going to be gettin' me any of those and I'm not going to ask my parents because they've got more important matters to worry about. It's just a material want. Some necessities and other things would be nice to get: a bike light, a memory card for the digital camera, batteries, the version of the bible that my church uses, a good spongy mop from Swiffer or something, a good vaccuum like Dyson (yes I'm serious), and the Spongebob Squarepants Movie...yeah that'll be really nice... em...maybe...hmm....wanted CDs and music would be really nice....ehm....hmm....yeah electronics basically hahaha. Weird choices for birthday gifts I know. But read here: do not feel obligated to get these things! Especially the vaccuum! =D

I hate it when I fantasize about certain guys. When I'm in the moment of imagining this and imagining that, it makes me all warm and fuzzy inside. You know that feeling right? But then reality hits me and I scold myself and think, "NO! Stop it! You're not going anywhere with this!" GAH it's frustrating because it totally gets all my hopes up when really it's just useless. Doy....it's going to be some Valentine's Day. Eh I really couldn't care less. Until I one day meet my special someone! ^o^

Yeah... don't let your little fantasies take over or you might end up like me. :P

..... I got sucked into fantasy and now my life exists on dreams.....
» randomjunk on 2007-02-14 09:32:26

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